Sitting here thinking about everything that’s happened in the past two days, I’m amazed. I feel so strong for being able to handle myself and make decisions. As scared as I might be, all things happen for a reason. This is just another page in my book. Through tear filled eyes, I can see the light in the path and I’m going after it with all I’ve got. I have my health, I have my friends, I have dreams and I have music. I can do anything.
Out of my house and looking for a place to stayyy! Anyone wanna be super nice and let me live with them? That’d be greatly appreciated hahah I must admit, I feel scared. I hate that I’m being thrown into the real world so quickly… but then again I’m excited to get out and do my own thing. CUHRAP I just want a bed to sleep in tonight.
After a wonderful nap, my head is clear. Although I didn’t enjoy waking up early, Saturday school isn’t always as much of a bust as everyone makes it seem.. I feel like I have accomplished so much today! Now, of course, it’s play time. On a side note, this artist almost reminds me of the shins. It’s lovely.
I want those two toned combat boots. I want to get my tattoos and piercings done. I want to finish my essay. I want to be done with this semester. I want to be a little bit taller. I want to drive down pch. I want to move out. I want it to be next Thursday already. I want, I want, I want. I need to settle down and think about what’s most important. Sigh, time to do my chores and homework!
unsolicited wisdom of the day: never regret being constructively selfish. strive to do things just for yourself, on your own time and on your own terms, if you know they will better you as a human being.
Whoever did this, thank you! Hopefully I can put it to use
Writing essays has never been my thing. UHG I wish I could sit down and let the words flow from my fingers.. but I don’t work that way. My mom told me yesterday that I’ve had no motivation lately and unfortunately I think it’s true. I really need to find some inspiration, some motivation, some reason, some ANYTHING.
I enjoy the way things have been working lately. I’ve developed a pattern, a steady plan, that I accomplish everyday. It seems to be working for me. Once I add in the last couple elements, everything will be perfect.
Ahh, Deep breaths and crossed fingers.