I FUCKING HATE BEING SICK. I feel so drained and exhausted. I’ve only been able to make it from my bed to the couch because I’m just so week. I haven’t eaten a whole meal in three days… I gotta say I’m pretty hungry, but nothing will stay down. I hate how this makes me feel.. It reminds me of the years past and I would rather not revisit those times. Being trapped inside makes me depressed and anxious. Gahhh I want to be better, I want to be healed. If only, if only….
It’s been a long day… but I gotta make that $$$. I’m sort of freaked out by the fact that I’ll be an “adult” so soon; it makes my stomach hurt. Nothing has gone the way I planned this year, but hey, everything happens for a reason… right?