I JUST NEED A CIGARETTE
Today has been.. well, horrible. I see pictures of all the people I used to hold dear carrying on perfectly fine without me and it just tears me apart.
Why don’t you care
Why don’t you miss me
Why can’t I move on as well
I don’t know. All I know is, my heart hurts today
I have started and I will never stop. I love it so much.. I can’t even explain it.
Journaling journaling journaling
Poetry poetry poetry
It will all be okay
streaming down my face
what is it that I want
My mind races and races onward
never making any decision
but the decision
to keep racing
They echo through my head everyday,
And I don’t think they’ll ever go away.
Just like thinking of your childhood home
But we can’t go back, we’re on our own.
Hi, i’m alex. i always feel like throwing up and my life is a complete fuck up. Wanna be friends?